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Kevala - Deity/Fictive12/6/2021 Name: Kevala
Age: Ageless Gender: Fluid-feminine Pronouns: They/Them, She/Her Sexuality: Pansexual Species: Vraeling Demigoddess Daemons: None/Not applicable Occupation: Goddess, Queen of a Star System Religion: Pantheism focused on herself Height: Mid Build: Willowy Physical Description: Kevala has the same base and patterning as Em without the wings. Her hair is dark and kept in various braided and plaited hairstyles. Her eyes hold a strange shine and her skin holds a silvery shimmer. Aesthetics: The mystery of the cosmos; watching the arms of the galaxy in the night sky; the bliss of a chemical high; the wistfulness left by a half-remembered dream; loose, flowing gowns in dark tones and golden jewelry Personality: Kevala is private and distant, too considered with the matters of her reign to intervene unless necessary. She is deified by the trials of her previous lives and holds the immense wisdom of ancient pain. She is both vastly respected and distant from everyone in the system. Biography: Kevala is nearly as old as Kay, showing up around 2015-2016 during frequent and severe episodes of dissociation. Mistaken as episodes of psychosis and/or mania, it eventually became clear that Kevala fronts to keep things running when Em is spacing out. She is a personal fictive, forced into life from a character Em started working on at the age of twelve and poured her entire life into, using the character as a representation for herself during escapism and projection.
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Sharps - Fictive/Persecutor12/6/2021 Name: Sharps
Age: Eldritch/Ancient Gender: Female, genderless Pronouns: She/its Sexuality: Asexual Species: Symbiote Daemons: None/Not applicable Occupation: Pest Religion: N/A Height: N/A Build: N/A Physical Description: Like Marvel's Venom but in dark pink Aesthetics: The thrill of the hunt; offensive protection; primal instincts; vigilante violence; rare steaks Personality: Sharps is violent and primal with zero mental filter and a wicked sense of humour. She's like when a protector goes vigilante and focuses on offensive defense and reacting before the system gets hurt. She used to have child-like aspects when she was fused with Shariah, but has since left those to the other alter. While she never fully fronts, she does take hold of limbs on occasion before someone can put her back into place. Biography: Sharps split off from Shariah a couple of years ago and has been a distinct personality since. She noticeably attaches herself to Em the most, preferring to hang around the spine whenever Em is fronting. Interests and Information: Despite her penchant for violence, Sharps means well. Her violence stems from a desire to keep the system safe and has a reasonable trigger threshold. She is commonly censored from the outside world. Shariah (Rhea) - Little/Child12/5/2021 Name: Shariah (nickname Rhea)
Age: 6-9 Gender: Female Pronouns: She/Her Sexuality: Asexual/Not applicable/Minor Species: Hard to tell. Sometimes I think she might be an echari that's just tamed and accustomed to the system and sometimes I think she's just a particularly frightened little humanoid girl who takes comfort from those she trusts. Daemons: None Occupation: None Religion: None Height: Short (child) Build: Small Physical Description: Rhea is a little girl around the age of six or seven in most circumstances. She is a pale little girl with large blue eyes and long brown hair. When she's angry or fear-reactive, the area around her eyes becomes red. She only fronts with supervision as she is a minor and can lash out when frightened or angry. Aesthetics: Frilly dresses; bows and ribbons entwined in hair; dolls and imaginary tea parties; social anxieties; colouring books; cuddles under blankets with safe adults watching cartoons with milk and cookies; hot chocolate and holiday delight Personality: Shariah is immensely distrustful of anyone outside of the system, even with the trust of the other members. She is most comfortable with other members of the system either by co-fronting or in the headspaces. She's a very tactile thing, always wanting to cuddle or be held or hold someone's hand. When angered or afraid, she can become violent and lash out. Biography: Rhea is a relatively new alter, having split off from Sharps from where they used to be a single personality. While Sharps took much of Rhea's violence and bloodlust, she still remains distrustful and fearful of those outside the system. Shariah is not allowed out without supervision as she is a minor. Interests and Information: Shariah enjoys sweets and childish comforts. Nests of blankets, cartoons, picture books and the like. She's a young innocent without the ability to regulate her emotions or react appropriately, but she never means harm Aliciana (Alice) - Protector12/5/2021 Name: Aliciana, nickname Alice
Age: Ageless Gender: Female Pronouns: They/Them, She/Her Sexuality: Pansexual Species: Unspecified Fae Daemons: Name unknown. Alice has a male daemon in the settled form of a luna moth. Neither have disclosed his name. Occupation: None Religion: Believes in her own People Height: Mid-tall Build: Very slim Physical Description: Alice is tall and has pale, almost grey-ish skin. Her hair is short and black with low-hanging bangs. Aesthetics: 1920's swinger fashion; rich drinks in speakeasies; tarot and psychics during witching hours; slytherin fashion aesthetic; dark red lipstick and winged eyeliner Personality: Alice is silent and brooding, preferring to keep to herself more than anything else. She is secretive and asocial, only coming out when the system is perceived to be in danger. Biography: Alice showed up as a potential second daemon for Em about three years ago. Thom, Em's daemon, was highly suspicious of her and it eventually came out that Alice was not a daemon at all, but another alter. We suspect she holds trauma memories in a capacity that makes her dangerous when threatened. Interests and Information: We don't know a whole lot about Alice. Out of everyone, I know about her the least. It's unlikely she'll participate in the wide-world unless she absolutely has to Kay - Caretaker12/5/2021 Name: Kay
Age: Early 30s? Gender: Male Pronouns: He/Him Sexuality: ??? Species: Human or humanoid Daemons: Kekani (Kiki) is settled as a European Hare. Unlike Em's daemons, she stays continuously in her settled form. Occupation: None Religion: Agnostic Height: Tall Build: Wiry Physical Description: Kay has olive skin, black curls and grey-green eyes. He's neither out of shape nor fit, just wiry. He typically has a small grin on his face and his eyes sparkle with optimism. His long limbs are usually wrapped around a string instrument of some sort, whether guitar, violin or cello. Aesthetics: Work casual; a cigarette hanging out of his mouth while he strums a guitar; headbanging to bomb-ass cello; coffee while doing homework on a rainy morning Personality: Kay is social, happy to hold discussions with just about anyone. He's chill and easy-going, helping the system have a healthy work-relax balance and comforting anyone in need. Kay is the alter that fronts the most, leaping in to take control if the person up front is getting too anxious or panicked. Biography: Kay is the oldest alter in the system, showing up in the tail-end of 2015. This may be why we know so much about him or we may know so much about him because he's the most social and open system member. He first began showing up in Em's field of vision as a hallucination and eventually emerged as a psychologically alternate personality. He experiences the most dysphoria when fronting as the body is both female and shorter than he is. Interests and Information: Kay loves music; in particular he loves strings and enjoys the cello above all. When he's not playing music for the system, he's caring for the members or reading quietly in a corner of the room or exploring the headspaces with his daemon Kiki. Kay is mute and communicates with ASL in the physical world. Em: Host12/5/2021 Name: Em Age: 28 Gender: Fluid Pronouns: They/Them, She/Her Sexuality: Bisexually (specifically Neptunic) Species: Vila Daemons: Prothomalion (Thom, Mal) is a Greek Daemon representing Em's soul. He is settled as a yellow-throated marten. Elethanyë represents the mind and takes the form of either a silken windhound or a barn owl. Occupation: Fashion Model, equine professional, neurosciences major Religion: Pagan (Kemetic Orthodoxy & Ásatru) Height: Mid Build: Slim Physical Description: Em has very pale skin with twisting, vine-like patterns that are a few shades lighter than her skin tone. Their red-amber hair that falls in long curls that are typically tamed by a variety of braids and plaits. Her hair falls between two feathered wings attached to her back that look similar to a barn owl's. They have glasz eyes that change with the light: blue, green, grey and combinations thereof with a distinct yellow ring around the pupil. They typically wear sunglasses due to how light-sensitive the eyes are. Aesthetics: Fancy dresses shown off on the runway; slim-fitting jeans with t-shirts and coffe; reading under willow trees with a gentle breeze; sitting on the edge of a waterfall; blanket nests on the couch with whiskey; cuddles and an active fireplace; secrets whispered in the dead of night Personality: Em is shy and quiet, preferring the closeness of a handful of intimate relationships than looser ties to many people. They're extremely studious, often beating off boredom by teaching themselves something new. As a result, they are working on their fifth language, play three instruments and have a working knowledge of many different topics. They have a degree in equine studies and are working on a degree in neurosciences. They're a huge nerd and enjoy things such as D&D, Star Wars, LotR just as much as science, working photoshoots and having drinks with friends. Biography: As far as can be told, Em is the original soul of the body with phantom sensations and dissociation/dysphoria resulting from prolonged trauma. This has led to a disconnect to humanity as a species and a potential diagnosis of DID. As they seek professional help in healing from the trauma, many of their writings will likely reflect in this journey. Interests and Information: Em is neurodivergent, has c-PTSD and physical disabilities all professionally diagnosed. They also have a semi-retired service dog and a service dog in training. They are heavily involved in disability advocacy and the service dog community, including professionally training working dogs. Their head is always in a book unless they're working animals or hiking mountain trails. They also have synesthesia, a neurological condition allowing for the cross-experience of different senses. |